fumblinglust's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So Cold... This is my first entry in my wee diary. Just got back from class (damn, it's late) and my apartment is sooo cold. Have to call the building manager in the AM. In a strange mood today. X-mas blues? Possibility. More than likely it's the fact that I haven't slept well in weeks. Can't take shiny, happy people this close to the holidays. So hard to suck it up and smile these days. X-mas blues? Possibility. December Musings ~ I'm ill My feet are cold I am so alone Up here On my own In the real world Why can't the real world be more MTV? Too bad MTV sucks I like it here But I hate what you've done to my heart Should I hook up with the boy next door Simply because he's there and willing? What would that make me? How soon can I get out? How soon can I go home? I cry I cried a lot these past few days Don't know why X-mas fucking sucks Everyone is out singing songs Beaming with their cozy lovers I am alone I am so alone Why is it that the only men interested in me Have some defect only I can see? The rejects of society come crawling at my feet I want you to wait in the rain With a bottle of wine Wait for me to let you in downstairs Wait for me Wait for me Be poetic Be sarcastic Be brooding Be normal with a strange bent Come soon Cuz I am so alone 12:23 a.m. - 2001-12-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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