fumblinglust's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- J Oh man - I am bummed. So since I'll be in Seattle in November, I figured I'd look a few people up, see what they are up to. But really there was only one person I wanted to track down. One person who I probably seriously fucked it up with. But, turns out, I didn't fuck him up, I drove him back into the arms of his terribly miss-matched ex-girlfriend. And then they moved to California, together. Fuck it. He deserved better. He was a good guy, a guy I really miss at times. The way he'd look over his shoulder at me while he was cooking, grinning. Cheeky bastard. I was really hoping I'd get to see him again. He was one of the only men that passed through my life that I think truely cared about me. This breaks my heart. Poor J. I hope he's happy. Seriously. Changes in geography don't bring you happiness. 3:01 p.m. - 2005-09-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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