fumblinglust's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Regret? �Friendly fire� (It was inevitable) Your explanation to why we ended up here �Friendly fire...� I kept waking that night Not sure if I was allowed to touch you or not I assumed not So I couldn�t sleep For being nearly naked in bed with you (With you of all people) But having to keep my distance After that evening Of torrid tossing and turning Steam from our flesh Settling into tiny dew drops On our piles of discarded clothes Nearly torn to shreds (We were fucking before you even bothered to kiss me) I should have taken that as a sign I shouldn�t have stayed here I shouldn�t have anchored my heart to yours I should have known this would happen (But friends don�t play with fire) === Regret? You could say that... I have been despondent lately. Especially sitting in this empty apartment today. Silence is not a virtue. I'm lonely. I need a warm body to latch onto. I need someone to cling to at night. It's getting cold here. I need someone soon. I need to not be feeling what I'm feeling. I'm cracking into my bottle of red wine tonight. Look for my drunken, depressed ramblings later. I'm sure I'll post something. 5:54 p.m. - 2002-09-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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