fumblinglust's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ho-hum Nothing noteworthy to speak of tonight. Just feeling sort of lonely. My friend Mary and I have vowed to get out and meet at least 3 new boys a week. Great plan if you ask me because my love life as of late, has been virtually non-existant. And the more boys I meet, the better the chance of me getting some. So I have come to the realization that comfort in relationships scares the living crap out of me. I look at my friends Peter and Monica who have been together for close to 2 years now. They bicker constantly, he controls every aspect of her life, and they've settled in for the long haul, and that scares me. I don't want that. I want passion, I want fireworks, I want hott, hott sex nightly. I don't want comfort. Maybe comfort isn't the right word...more like predictablity or stability. You know what I mean. I need to get out and shake it up. 11:36 p.m. - 2002-06-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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